Bounce

I've been working with Alison on Demand for work for the last couple months and last week it asked us to measure our bounce back and to try and improve upon it.

Today I BOUNCED....Monday back from spring break - you know where I'm heading. Long day. Still getting texts from unhappy team parents from work. Unhappy worker with a limited view and I had to talk myself into go run today. Got in workout clothes (which is the worst) and I go out and my kids crap is all over the treadmill. I just stared at it then decided to leave it so they can learn to pickup and I go over to my bike. It has all my husbands canyoneering crap on it from his last trip. Get it off sit down and GUESS WHAT...... The darling devils have adjusted my seat height and placement 🤬. Another week I would have said screw it and stomped back in to eat my cadbury eggs and watch netflix, but all I could think was BOUNCE. I adjusted it back (damn knob came out and everything 🤦‍♀️) and biked and lifted arm weights for 15 mins to work out of myself. I did it. I wasn't what I planned. Looked totally different than I imagined at 7am this morning. It wasn't nearly long enough, but it was enough and I did it IN SPITE of all the messes around me.

Better yet... I'm taking some time to type out my feelings. Man work is hard right now. DarLa is hard for me right now. I might need to call on Karlee to help me walk through it - it's that bad. I am trying not to feed into it but it is hard when I think she is being ridiculous. That of course is not helping me deal with it better either.c

I need to feed my soul in the morning. It is a must. I have to get up and do it. I LOVE it when I do. I HATE getting out of bed to do it, but I am struggling and I know this is the answer. I need to start the day taking care of myself before I start taking care of others.

I am going to ask for a blessing to help me with this. I truly need heavenly father's help to make this happen. He can help me make the little desire bigger and grow it into a good habit. I can bounce with this as well.