DJ went to St. George this weekend. He left on Thursday night to go to a professional sky ski competitiom. He needed to go. He has been really grumpy and sad. Her needs to get go and do these things, but it is hard to maintain my happiness and general ok-ness when he does.
I had to go to Jude's student conference, watch Hazel's 1/2 time, help prep for Poppy's party, go work a gymnastics competition, send hazel off on her Sadie's date, and in general take care of the house, and the weekend so I eat... I have eaten cookies, ice cream, sodas etc... I know I'm doing it because DJ is gone and I'm angry/frustrated with my situation. I see food as my only entertainmnet when this happens.
I tried to find a hotel for us to go away wiht DJ this upcoming weekend and the dang Jonas Brothers concert is Saturday and apparently everyone wants to spend the night so hotels are $200-$300 which I am not super fond of paying.
I want to have a romantic weekend but I also don't want to plan it myself - just like everyother part of my life. I know I watch too many movies, and read too many books, but I am looking to feel and experience more but I feel so limited with time, money, and kids schedules.
So what to do.... find something enjoyable to do when he is gone so that food isn't what I turn to. I also need to somehow communicate my needs with DJ so that I don't resent him for taking care of his needs.
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